Contemplations #1

Sometimes you look for ways to open up.
Sometimes words are so hard to express.
Sometimes all you can is write or do what you feel
A lot of times you can never speak what you feel
Many a times happiness is just plain annoying.
When all happiness does is to repel you or you repel happiness
Sometimes you just want to scream but feel tonguetied
Sometimes you crave for a friend to talk to
Yet that is when all your "friends" seem so far away
Sometimes you just can't make peace with solitude
When it rears its ugly head of loneliness.
Sometimes you feel so alone in the milling crowd
Sometimes you realize your a stranger among strangers
And that's the time when you pick up that diary you never used
And make sense of those feelings